You don't want to live looking in the rear view mirror. But sometimes it's instructive to look back at your life in Christ and see where you came from. It isn't easy because I'm amazed at how blind I was about so many things. I just thank God He had mercy and grace on me and allowed me time to learn and accept His truth. I want to display that grace and mercy to others but I also am convicted to walk in the truth and talk it, too.